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Subject:OMG THE LAST NITE OF MY YOUTH
Time:10:42 pm
Current Mood:contemplativecontemplative
WOWS. SERIOUSLY EVERY SINGLE UPDATE IN THE LAST THREE YEARS HAS BEEN ABOUT HOW I ALWAYS NEGLECT YOU. I meant to come back during my facebook sabatical, but that obviously didn't work out. But seriously? how'd I turn 30 so fucken fast. I was 21 when I first got you. ugh, i'm getting nauseous just thinking about it. so what have i learned in the last decade? pretty much that life is way tougher than anyone can prepare you for, but that it goes on, most people suck, and you can really only count on yourself and your parents(in this case my mom). Wow, what a year. I'm pretty confident with the person I've become, but of course feel great disappointment for the goals I haven't been able to accomplish. Oh yeah.. definitely learned that things don't always go the way you planned them to go, no matter your best efforts and intentions.

Can someone take me on vacation to Europe, please?
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Subject:Holy SHIT!
Time:02:55 am
My last entry was over a year ago! wtf? how in the hell did i let this happen? I'll tell ya, it's that damn facebook. Quick updates are much easier than a full-on post.

I hope some of my peeps are still on here.. I would love to have some sort of LJ community again.
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Subject:Dear LJ, can you ever forgive me for this 6 month betrayal?
Time:12:51 am
Current Mood:optimisticoptimistic
OMG. I just realized that I haven't posted a public entry on here in 6th months. First of all, how in the hell do six months fly by so quickly? YIKES.
Secondly, I'm alive. Alive and well, that's a whole other topic.
Third, I haven't posted much of anything anywhere cept for facebook. There's just more interaction over there, no tumble weeds going by like on myspace or even here sometimes. So in a way, yes that's the betrayal right there. I hope people are still on here posting and reading as my LJ has always been there for me, and I hope to never turn my back on it again.

I'm on twitter for silly minutia
JenniePlusOne.
Also have a tumbler account with the same handle, but i haven't decided if i will use it or not.

I don't really have time for a proper update right now, but I would like to share that I haven't had a cigarrette since the second week of October 08, yeah, it was only while drinking, but that shit adds up over the years.. and I've pretty much given up celebrity gossip sites! Used to be addicted. haahahaha..

I'll be be back soon, I promise.

Please let me know if anyone's still here.
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Subject:Stock Up On Sparks and Joose! - Alcoholic Energy Drinks Banned in California! | Johnny California
Time:08:54 pm
Current Mood:crushedcrushed

what the eff?? this is sooooooo not coool! What am I supposed to drink now if I'm sleep and money deprived?? This was my favorite when I was broke and not looking too get shit-faced trashed. What will I drink when I'm in the Mission District in SF and I need something but I'm trying to avoid Malt Liquor and being too ghetto so I get the Sparks that has a sticker price tag on it that reads" $1.99 out the door"?Why would they do this to one of the choice beverages of my youth? End of a motha effin era if you ask me.


http://johnnycalifornia.com/?p=2649

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Subject:Probably one of my most unflattering pictures....
Time:12:17 am
Photobucket

but you know what.. I don't know a whole lot of people who could say that that's their lipstick on james iha's cheek. UGH. miss these days soo much.

Just reminiscing about the pumpkins is all.. James Iha, come back to me! damn all you nosy fucks that ran him off friendster and myspace.

this picture was taking in late 2005. James was kind enough to put me on the list for the sounds show and afterparty. Of course.. his type is of the blonde and size 0 so there went my chances. Ha, he did sorta ask me out on a date on myspace tho. no, JOKE.
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Subject:Who knew that Kings of Leon could see into the depths of my soul?
Time:11:50 pm
I've never been a big fan of KOL as they are so lovingly known by hard-core fans and I've seen enough of their progression over the last 5 years to admit that( I saw Jet open up for them back in 2003). They just never did it for me until now that is-with the exception of "On Call" from their last album. OMG. their new album ,"Only by the Night" is pure brilliance. Seriously, and I've never been a big fan of southern rock and they are definitely channeling My Morning Jacket here. Anyway, the reason I'm even bringing them up is because the song "use somebody" is literally killing me.

I wanted to post the official video for the song but I can only link it, but i think it's actually pretty awesome because it was filmed in downtown LA and on 7th street near santa fe at this Mexican cantina/pool hall. Aside from the proximity to my house... the video actually does a good job at capturing that tremendous feeling of loneliness and despair one can tend to feel you're single, experiencing unrequited(ahem-isn't it odd how you can crush on someone four years ago, not be in physical contact with that person for about three years(last run-in) but chat with them via social networking sites-ahem-facebook and totally still want that person? geeze, what is my problem?!) love or your significant other is not around.

D
check it out here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCZfJ5ai07U




If you're too lazy to follow the link then enjoy this clip of the song on my favorite music show of all time-Later with Jools Holland.








I’ve been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces, build the places I cant reach

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you, And all you know, And how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night, while you live it up, I’m off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat
I hope it’s gonna make you notice
I hope it’s gonna make you notice

Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I’ve been roaming around,
Always looking down at all I see
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Subject:Kinda traumatized
Time:03:31 pm
I haven't journaled in forever, must make a change to that.
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Subject:I guess I should be flattered and insulted at the same time???
Time:11:30 pm
Current Mood:amusedamused
Been a while since I got a really ridiculous message on myspace and this one's so good, i had to share it with everyone else. actually the guy that sent it to me is pretty attractive, so maybe I won't be too offended.


Jennie,

I am a model scout for the adult entertainment website. We are based on the Los Angeles area but we have photographers in a number of cities around the world.

I think that you are incredibly attractive and would be a great fit for our site, so I have selected you to be one of our candidates for modeling :) This is a terrific opportunity for you for a number of reasons.

First, you will be paid extremely well. Modeling assignments start at $4000 at a bare minimum for a one-time topless photo shoot, and there are opportunities for much, much more depending on how much you are willing to show, and if you sign a long-term exclusivity contract with our website. You will be paid in full on the day of the shoot.

Second, you will never have to pay anything ever. All traveling expenses and wardrobe are completely paid for.

Third, our photographers are extremely professional. All models are completely respected. You will never ever be touched during a shoot, and you will never be pressured to do more than you want to do.

Lastly, you don't need any experience whatsoever! In fact, most of the models we recruit have never done any shoots before, so you don't need to worry about not knowing what to do. We'll help you out with whatever you need.

Here's what will happen if you choose to take advantage of this opportunity:


-We will require a decent quality photo of you that is at a minimum topless which will be forwarded to my boss for review

-If he selects you as one of our models (roughly 90% of candidates end up being selected), we will contact you by your preferred method and let you know how much you will be paid and set up a time that works best for you for a shoot

-On the day of the shoot, you can either be picked up by the photographer or drive yourself to the shoot location. We understand any safety concerns you may have, so if you wish you may bring along a friend. The only other person that will be at the shoot is the photographer.

-After the shoot, you will receive a check for the agreed upon amount (plus some cash for gas if you drove yourself) and be transported back

And that's it!

If this sounds like something you would want to do, you need to send an e-mail to me at with the following:

-How much you would be willing to show during the photo shoot (it is perfectly fine to choose to only do a topless shoot)
-A decent photo or photos of yourself (it is a good idea to show as much as you say you are willing to)
-Whether or not you would consider signing a long-term exclusivity contract. You don't have to decide now, so if you aren't sure yet then just let us know
-Your preferred contact method (email, phone, etc)

Also, if you don't think you would want to do this kind of work (or even if you do), if you know of anyone who you think might want to, tell them to send an email to me with the above information and to mention your name and you will get a 10% referral bonus from their first shoot.

If you have any questions whatsoever please don't hesitate to ask!

Thanks a bunch,
M Wheeler




THE END. I was really angry a few minutes before I got this so at least it served to calm my nerves. Like I said, while it's offensive that they'd assume that this would be my kind of thing, it's still totally flattering in a strange,sick way, i suppose. ha!
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Subject:My liver must be shutting down
Time:12:45 am
Current Mood:hopefulhopeful
which can probably be attributed to the copious amounts of alcohol I've had this past week. Yet another reason why I miss 2004-2005 so much. I used to go out 4-5nites a week and drink up a storm and not feel quite as shitty as I do now when I'm probably only drinking two nites of the week, if that. I need to drink less hard liquor and start drinking beer-no all-day lasting nausea and stomach aches.
Turns out the last seven days have actually been pretty awesome. Lots of great music and lots of good pals.
Monday was the Cut///Copy show and they were awesome. Of course they didn't do my favorite song "Going Nowhere" but they delivered with everything else.
Thursday saw me at Death Cab for Cutie at Kimmel and then the French Kicks with Melissa. OMG. they were so good this time around. They actually played all the songs I wanted to hear and then some. I hate it when bands refuse to play the songs that the fans want to hear.
Had dinner at suheiros with Mel and we both had the most blandest, unsatisfying items on the menu. Saturday saw Mel, Amy and I have a slumber party of sorts that actually started at like 5 with grub in old town proceeded by lots and lots of new castle. Amy knocked out early and I was pretty tired myself but Melissa and I then decided we would go on livejournal for whatever reason and ended up reading tons of peeps lj entries from like 2004-2005, which further made us feel old and made us miss that magical time. I need to start journaling on a regular basis because my memory sucks and I forget tons of stuff and it's always nice but totally depressing to go back and read an old entry. If LJ ever explodes one day and these journals are lost I might self combust.
Yesterday was fun with the fam. I achieved an amazing goal of getting my brother frank into CUT COPY. This is a massive feat only because he thinks Blaq Audio are amazing. BLAH.My newphew is so adorable. he's the best things about weekends. too bad the little mofo refuses to learn my name. i kow he's doing it on purpose too. I ate really terribly these last four days. I even ate hot dogs knowing that they are made with connective tissue and all kinds of gross shit. I wont appologize for the steak and grilled chicken samaches, those were amazing. Back to healthy eats today. The weather has been amazing these last few days, if only it could be cold and overcast every day. I friggen hate summer. The thought of the impending heat is making me nauseous. But all in all, very good week with great people.
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Subject:He's kinda a douche(I've experienced it on more than on occasion) BUT Ben Gibbard fucken kills me
Time:01:36 am
Current Mood:determined
How I wish you could see the potential,
the potential of you and me
It's like a book elegantly bound,
but in a language that you can't read just yet
You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart
You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart

There are days when outside your window,
I see my reflection as I slowly pass
And I long for this mirrored perspective,
when we'll be lovers, lovers at last
You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart
You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart

I will possess your heart
I will possess your heart

You reject my advances and desperate pleas
I won't let you, let me down so easily, so easily

You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart
You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart
You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart

I will possess your heart
I will possess your heart
I will possess your heart


Geeze, I just found out Ben is only 31 years old. Not that he looks old and haggard BUT i thought he was well into his mid-thirties, consisidering dcfc's first album came out over 10 years ago. maybe that's why he was douchie the two times ive been in his presence-he was only like 26 or 27 at the time.Still young enough to be immature.
His particular style of lyrical genius is only comprable tothat of Morrissey. THey both share the uncanny ability to simultaneously depress the hell out of me but lift my spirits and give me hope, oh such a dichotomy-i might as well be bipolar when i listen to their tunes.
Fortunately, im not currently experiencing the kind of unrequieted love the song suggests, but boy have i been there in the past and one time it totally happened and stopped being unrequited and ironically it ended up being one of the worst things to happen to me in a long time I'm so removed from it now and learned so much about how fucked up people can be, so at least it was a learning experience.
and on a totally unrelated note, John Cusack is still totally do-able. yummy!It really isn't fair that dudes either get more attactive as they age(most not all-hello tom cruise-yuck)but women don't look as refined and are considered old hags/or cougars.
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